~mood~

mood rojak.

happy,sedih,nervous,bingung,penat,stress!

=.='

xsabar maw abiskan stdy..

bukan.xsbar maw abiskn part 5 ni..maw cpt2 p part6.

part 5 pnya life la yg paling bikin mati.

subjek suma besa jak tp ntah la.

malas maw ckp.bikin mati.huuu..sy suka mengeluh.

ok.i will love my life.

will b stronger n stronger n stronger.

will never ever waste my precious time.

sedih bila t'igt masa xb'ulang..

I WILL BE THE BEST VERSION OF ME.

all i need is my family..

to b true,i dont wanna be here in uitm anymore..
the pressure's come continuously..
i just can't face this alone..
LUCKILY,
i still have my understanding family..
they are always there for me..
they'll come here tomorrow as i cry in the phone every nite mengadu itu ini ngan dorg..

i can't wait to finish my study here in Uitm Sabah.
ALL I NEED IS MY FAMILY..



p/s:have u ever think of suicidal? =.='

~b u s y w e ek~

minggu yg sgt3 busy.
maw kelip mata pun xsempat.(ok,hiperbola)
tp xpa,ni la student life.
bila lg kn maw stdy kalo bukan skrg.
nnti bley dpt keja bgus,bley kaC senana parents.good 4 future life.
BTUL KA NI SY XMENGELUH???
sbnrnya sy cba memotivasi kn diri<---btul ka p'kataan memotivasi tu?
but like i said before,hati sy sgt kebal,biasanya sgla motivasi akan ditepis dgn senang dan jaya.

apa sy merepek ni?better stop here.salam....










saya rindu mama sy.

~sy terseksa~

ok,title yg sangat3 dramatic.
tp sy memang t'seksa..
napa sem ni mcm ssah tul ar sy maw stdy?
xmcm sem2 sblum ni.
i thought dis sem will b easy 4 me but i'm totally wrong.
keja xhabis2.penat xabis2.pening xabis2.stress.xtenang.lemah.mari mati (~.~) fuh...
ok.ini bukannya masa utk mengeluh.(tp sy sgt suka mengeluh)
sy prlu kata2 smgt yg banyak.
tp mcm xda kesan jak suma motivasi 2.
saya sgt kebal emosi.
sy cuma taw mengeluh.huh...~~
sy sgt3 t'tekan..tlg sy..
bila stress sy akan menangis puas2.igt fmly,remember their way of laugh..
sy maw b'ada d sisi kluarga slma-lamanya.

p/s: sgt sdih dan tertekan bila xdpt tunaikan p'mntaan org sbb sndri ada mslh.Allah jak yg taw prsaan sy skrg..sy insan yang lemah..Ya Allah..ku mohon agar d berikan  kekuatan untuk melepasi semua dugaan-Mu..

~kenapa~especially for you~

currently listen 2 dis song from one of my member's blog...

sweet lagu ni.. n opkos 4 dis song,i dedicate it for my special one..jay.especially for you.luv u beyh.

lagu daus ni pla utk hiburan sndri..ngehehe...

best

catchy

santai.

frust

suma org happy dpt result gempak.

tp sy???!sy sedih.sy kecewa.sy hampa.

its true yg kita msti b'syukur ngan pa yg kita dpt.

ya,sy sgt2 b'syukur..tp sy taw sy bley bt lebih dr 2.

sy taw ini suma slah sy.sjak msuk U,sy suka stdy last minute.

sy bt assignment smbil lewa.

sy suka tangguh keja.

sy suka buang masa.

sy suka tidur.

sy malas.

dlu sy xmcm ni.

dlu sy rajin.

dlu sy suka stdy awal.

dlu sy sllu antar keja on time.kdg2 awal g sy da antar.

dlu sy sllu dpt extra mark.

dlu sy aktif b'sukan(utk kcrdasan minda)

dlu sy kuat.motivasi sy tinggi.

dlu self-esteem sy tinggi.

napa sy jd mcm ni?

napa sy jd malas?

bila t'igt blik tem bdak sklh..my achievements was very2 impressed.

got straight A's 4 my UPSR.

7A's in PMR.

6A's in SPM(frust menonggeng jgak tem ni)

wakil sklh,daerah,zon in netball compt.

wakil Negeri kawad kaki.

dpt anugerah TUNAS JAYA NEGERI tahun 2002.

Owh..sy rindu saat itu..

skrg sy sdah mula bngun semula.

sy sedar suma slh sy sblm ni.

nothing is too late.

sy xmaw byk men lg.

sy maw fokus b'abis.

sy maw abis-abisan pasni.

sy maw kaC naik lg pointer.

2 sem t'akhir ni sy maw dpt dekan.

pastu sy maw smbung degree.

sy akan pastikan tem degree nnti sy dpt dean list every sem.

sy xkn brnti b'usaha,b'doa dan b'tawakal.

When the sun is shining, I can do anything.no mountain is too high,no trouble too difficult to 

overcome..

SAKIT ATI!!

Okey...setelah sekian lama xupdate blog..this is the time.bkan xda masa.tp sy malas.sy sgt malas.byk aktiviti.cbuk.huhu..
jalan2...blik kg...tdur..makan..byk la kn aktiviti 2?
newey smlm sy cek result exam...say what!!!????sy sgt kecewa!!!!aaaaaaaaaaarrrrggghhh!!!
got only 3.48..!!!!napa uitm xkna sistem bundar???!!syukur la jga..alhamdulillah..(SAYA SAKIT HATI!!)
so utk mengurangkan rasa sakit ati..i just say 3.4 when othr ppl ask my result.sy malas la maw taip byk2.sy sakit ati.