~i love my mama very much~

saya syg mama saya.saya syg family saya.FOREVER~

~rumah~

inginkan sebuah rumah yg hanya didiami oleh ibubapa dan adik-beradik sahaja.

impian yang besar sebesar font tulisan..=.='

menstrual pain

baru bertenaga untuk menaip semula..hahaha..

just recover from menstrual pain.

this is common 2 me(tiap2 bulan pun kena)

after 10 years of SUFFERING, *perlu berhiperbola*

baru ari ni terbuka ati tuk cari info psl penyakit ni.

The natural pains are caused by contractions in the musculature of the uterus. The contractions are caused by the release of the body's prostaglandins, which are hormones produced by the lining of the womb. So, when there are abnormal or cold conditions, it will cause pain

Primary dysmenorrhea refers to menstrual pain that occurs around the time that menstrual periods first begin in otherwise healthy young women. This type of pain is usually not related to any specific problems with the uterus or other pelvic organs. Increased activity of the hormone prostaglandin, which is produced in the uterus, is thought to be a factor in primary dysmenorrhea.

Secondary dysmenorrhea is menstrual pain that develops later, after periods have been more normal, and is often related to problems in the uterus or other pelvic organs

solutions:

1. easiest way~Grab a hot water bottle and hold it to your stomach.* ni utk mencairkan darah2 beku yg berada di kawasan uterus.aiseh!

2.Exercise more for the week ahead of the expected cramps and continue to exercise through them if you can.

3 Eat at least one banana a day for the same time period - the potassium can help. 

4.Ibuprofen or equivalent.(ni me pun xfhm)hihi..kind of drug kali...*sila google.*

I always take panadol during this pain...let us see if there is any side effect of taking panadol during menstruation.......

this is some comment i got from the internet:

1.Panadol is basically the drug Paracetamol, which is also contained in the brand name drug Tylenol (which we get here in the States). I am glad Panadol relieves your menstrual pains so quickly because I never got much relief from Tylenol!Regular, long-term use of Panadol could cause liver damage. However non-alcohol drinkers usually do not have to worry about these side effects as they do not have compromised liver function.

According to one website, "Paracetamol rarely causes side effects as long as it is taken as directed. However, prolonged or habitual use of Paracetamol may lead to liver damage or failure.

Rare side effects of Paracetamol include hives, rash, short breath. If you experience any side effects of Paracetamol, stop taking the medicine and report it to your health care provider right away."-indumukhi A.

2.ya panadol or ponstan 500 mg can be taken during mensural period. it does not have any side effect as it is prescribed even for pregnancy ladies. ginger dipped in salt is another effective medicine for periods pain. it will give u relief very soon. if u want to take ayurvedic medicine then Asoka Arishtam is ideal which should be taken from 1 week before ur periods date in empty stomach.-Brinda Shine

3.Taking Panadol 1-2 monthly for dysmenorrhoea(painful menstruation) is OK.Panadol capsules, tablets and soluble tablets contain the active ingredient paracetamol, which is a simple painkilling medicine used to relieve mild to moderate pain and fever. it works by reducing the production of prostaglandins in the brain and spinal cord. Do not exceed the dose stated in the information leaflet supplied with this medicine.Do not take this medicine with any other paracetamol containing products.As such it does not have any side effects.always try to take tablets at an interval of 8 hours.- Dr. Sindhu

hhhmmm...guess that it is ok taking panadol during period pain as long as tidak overdos...


ok la, maw chow lu..bangas da ni depan laptop..for those yang xtaw what bangas is..sila goole .haha...assalamualaikum

bangun pagi gosok gigi cuci muka dan mandi..ok.itu lagu t'sebut hnya untuk kanak2.

bg remaja tegar mcm saya  di luar sana,lirik lagu tsebut adalah sangat tidak menepati intipati kehidupan.hahaha

bgun pun maw tgh ari sda.pastu bgus kalo p mndi trus.dlu lg makan.aishhhh..confirm kena reject bakal mama mentua ni kalo kdptn.

b'lainan drpd hari2 sblumnya,i woke up early in the morning today.trma kasih pada adik comel yg kencing malam sekaligus mengejutkan saya sblum msuknya wktu subuh.dadan antar omel p bilik jam 3 pagi.omel ngan slumbernya dtg ketawa kikik kikik msuk bilik kasi bgun sy pastu kak,sy tekencing.hihi.b'tuah pnya budak..maw lg dia kasi bgun kkak dia ni dari mama d sblh bilik.sbb baju omel suma d bilik mama dan kmi sbgai anak soleh tamau kasi bgun parents,omel t'pksa pkai bju kkak dia.hahaha.omel pun malu2 pkai seluar pendek corak hawai ngan bju merah ada gmbr mcD.

niat sucidan murni untuk sambung tidur slps itu t'bantut sma sekali when suddenly my low belly was reaaaally in pain.sakit yg teramat sgt.sgt sakit.setelah menyedari rawatan scra b'guling2 d atas katil tidak berkesan,sy akhirnya mengambil keputusan untuk menyapu minyak urut.huhu.

mula2 tu sy xtaw napa perut bley sakit smpai mcm tu.rupanya sy lupa sy seorang perempuan.ya.sy period....n selama sy period sy xprnh lepas dari mengalami period pain.kdg2 smpai muntah2 rasa mcm maw pgsn.i cant stand the pain.nnek ckp period pain 2 bahaya coz nnti akan ada mslh serviks or rahim.

so ari ni sy t'panggil untuk me'research' tntg menatang nih.menstrual cramps. suma detail psl period pain ni akan sy masukkan dalam entri yg seterusnya  *lari bapa suruh buat air milo*

atasi rambut gugur.

mesti stress kan hari2 rambut gugur.sgt tidak cantik.

rambut mesti dijaga elok2 utk tatapan suami bila da kawin nnti.xla si suami t'kejut tgk isteri da mcm kpla stone cold mlm pertama nnti.kesian si suami.isteri lawa tapi xda rambut untuk dibelai,huhu.

palis2.

disebabkan ramai sgt wanita yg mengalami masalah rambut gugur skrg ni,hati saya terpanggil untuk 'mengongsikan' beberapa petua yang boleh diamalkan.so pasni xpyh risau lg pasal masalah rmbut gugur. pasni risau pasal rambut tumbuh xhenti2.hahaha

Byk faktor yang boleh membawa kpd masalah rambut gugur.bg wanita yg da b'kerja, tekanan dari tmpt kerja meyumbang peratusan t'tinggi masalah rmbut gugur.For student,opkos la tem2 exam kadar rambut gugur meningkat scra mndadak. thats y shower hostel 2 penuh dgn gumpalan rambut gugur tem 2.kepala t'lalu sarat ngan ilmu.nutrient xsmpai p kulit kepala.ok.melalut.=.='

now meh layan some tips untuk elak rambut dari falling falling lg pasni.

first and foremost,cara pilih syampu.pilih sampu yang btul2 'ngan' kulit kpla gondol itu.bila memilih syampu:

1. Baca senarai ramuan pada label dan elakkan ramuan pengawet seperti sebatian ‘paraben’, sebatian ‘propyl   glycol’, ammonia, silikon dan pastikan kandungan SLS kurang daripada 15 peratus.

2. Pastikan syampu yang anda gunakan tidak mempunyai agen pewangi yang terlalu kuat.

3. Pastikan warna syampu dipilih itu adalah jernih dan tidak mempunyai sebatian mutiara berkilat.

4. Elakkan syampu yang mempunyai kuasa mengilatkan rambut, pelurus dan agen pendandan.

5. Elakkan produk penjagaan rambut dengan sebatian ‘formaldehyde’ dalam senarai ramuan pada label. Sesetengah produk menyenaraikan ‘formaldehyde’ sebagai pewarna.

other tips, ELAKKAN:

1. Sinaran cahaya matahari terik.

2. Agen pencemaran, jerebu, asap kilang dan kenderaan.

3. Makanan laut dan kandungan ‘monosodium glutamate’ ( MSG) berlebihan dalam makanan.

4. Kulit sensitif, banyak berpeluh.

5. Syampu dengan kandungan silikon, ammonia.

6. Berkongsi sikat, tuala dan bantal yang sudah dihinggapi spora kulat dan penyakit kulit.

semoga dgn tips2 ringkas ini rambut akan tumbuh dengan suburnya.macam ni.

ini....

dan ini.

hahahahahahaha.....ok.kidding.in fact,sy jga mengalami masalah rambut yang suka mengugurkan diri.

that's all for now. peace!salam..

smile

cry

menangis sepuas hati.

menangis tanpa henti.

harap semua perasaan b'campur baur yg lama t'pendam dpt kuar.

impian dan cita2~

sy ada byk impian n cita2 masa kecik2.

sy masih igt tem sklh rndah kami kena bg satu form n kena suruh list la pa cita2 kmi.

tem drjh satu kunun pilihan pertama p'kerjaan sy cikgu,pastu polis,then last bomba.

tem drjh dua fikiran agak menjurus ke arah dunia seni.hahahaha

my 1st choice tem 2 was a model.2nd wartawan n last pramugari.apakah???that was embarassing.

tem drjh 3 fkrn sda kmbli normal n my ambition tem 2 pilot,polis ngan dktr.

pastu sy xigt lg pa cita2 utk tahun seterusnya...

pilot dlm filem goodluck..TAKUYA KIMURA

cikguu??mcm xda bakat ni jd cikgu...sandi.

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N FOR NOW......

SAYA TIDAK TAHU MAW JADI APA.

zeriussss...i hv no ambition rite now.not even 1.

i will finish my stdy on diploma level..in science course.

pasni xtaw maw sambung apa,sbb xtaw maw jd apa.

mcmna ni?????sgt risau.harus buat kptsn drastik tp masih xtaw apa.

tu jak la..otak sgt jem skrg xtaw g maw taip apa..

askum..

trip~~

just came back from short trip.

wah,umpama p jauh2 bha,maka d kk jak pun.

2 days n a nite.sgt singkat.

stay d UA 2.

mndi2 kolam pastu beli2 d one b.

pastu balik n tdur saaaampai bsok.

then mandi2 lg kolam.pastu jalan2.

the best part is pg ni my uncle told that one of his friend wants to treat us.

pastu ready2 la suma ni.(pantang maw kena blnja)

destini perbelanjaan adalah d old town white coffee blkg karamunsing.

kawan uncle 2 tngu sna.

we were about 18 in total.so dduk dlm 5 meja.

mula2 tem maw order 2 everyone was like ragu2 maw order.

cmna jgak kalo satu gelas mnuman 2 cost 9.50..=.= bikin mati

but thingking that its a treat, order la jgak.

tp bikin kesian ni,suma kunun order yg besa2 jak.dgn alasan takut org 2 xdpt bayar.

tem tggu order 2 ceta2 la kmi sepupu sepapat..

the moment we know that d one who treat us is d old town 2 pnya owner,

kertas order pantas d ambil dan pena menari2 atas kertas order dgn lancarnya.

hahaha..order ditambah berganda2.

perut ketawa senang hati.

kami pun meneruskan p'jalanan dgn girang ke taman buaya,tuaran.

pas tgk2 p'sembahan buaya 2,kmi round2 sekitar taman. 

nama taman buaya,tapi ostrich pun b'legar2 ni d sna.

pas penat teriak2 tgk buaya mengganas kmi trus balik ranau.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++

pnjg tul karangan tp satu gmbr pun xda.

SAYA LUPA BAWA CAMERA N HP PUN ZMN BRITISH PNYA KELUARAN

sekian~~

sedikit kecewa~

exam result da kuar.

lum cek tp my beb da tlg cek my result.

i was a little bit dissapointed with d result.

maybe because i expect higher than that

but still b'syukur..Thank U Allah.

but d thing that i regret most is SAYA TIDAK AMBIL KUIZ BIO310.

if only i take the quiz, i manage to get A for the course.

it was toooooooo close.

apa bley bt la..nasi sudah menjadi bubur.(mari makan beramai-ramai)

orait.rancangan utk next sem.

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not sure yet.

yang pasti,jadual utk next sem adalah sangat2 pack.

wlupun CSC317 sda xda.huhu..

plan xmaw terlibat dgn aktiviti-aktiviti keSENIORan.(b'knl2an dgn junior atau sukan atau segala-galanya)

sy xbrpa suka aktvti2 sebegitu,dr sklh mngh lg.

sy mmg xkenal ngan bdak2 junior except d one who t'libat scra xlgsg dgn hdup sy.(ex: teammate bola jrg etc)

sy xb'minat maw b'knl2an.PADULI LA SIAPA DORG..ngehehe..

xbha..malu bha maw b'kenal2 kunun maka kn junior 2 mna la maw taw sepa kita.

especially me,yg xda pa2.hahaha.sgt humble dri ini.

pastu da kenal2 bkannya dorg bg kita blnja pun.

ok2.some says it's a tradition.

but i'm not into 'it'

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ujan yg turun sgt memberi impak kpd mata sepet ini.

mari tidur.

nitey2.

askum..

saya sayang awak..

awak...saya sayang awak..awak baca tau..

by Nur Layyin on Tuesday, November 23, 2010 at 12:48am

saya sayang awak..tapi betul ke saya sayang awak??awak sayang saya ke??kalau sayang, nape awak pegang tangan saya??awak nak tengok rambut saya,nak hug saya,nak saya pakai seksi2..memang la awak xkasi boy lain tengok saya pakai seksi..tp awak xhalal lagi utk saya kan??saya sayang awak ke kalau saya kasi semua tu kat awak??

saya sayang awak..betul..xtipu..tapi sayang ke kalau bila dengan awak, saya lalai??saya lupa kat Dia yang dah cipta saya, yang kasi saya perasaan cinta kat awak..saya lupa solat, saya lupa dosa..saya lupa Tuhan..takut la...

betul awak..saya sayang awak..tapi saya takut..takut sangat nak sayang awak..awak baik, selalu solat awal..tapi nape bila dengan saya awak lupa solat??masa kuar, kita lalu je depan masjid..xpernah stop..tp kt tempat xde orang, kita stop.beratus duit awak habis untuk saya kn??saya hargai sgt..saya tau awk syg saya..tp nape awak xsimpan duit tu dulu..kot2 ada jodoh, boleh kita kawen..awak...saya takut..takut sangat..takut bila ingat pe yang kita dah buat..saya nak awak jadi halal utk saya..tp xboleh la sekarang..mcm mana awk nk tanggung saya..kita blaja lg..saya nak hidup dgn awak..saya nak awak jd imam saya..nak sgt share everything dgn awak..saya nak jadi kekasih halal awak..tapi betul ke cara kita wak??saya takut laaaa...

awak..saya nak hidup dgn awak forever kat heaven..tapi layak ke kita gi heaven kalau kita camni??macam mana kalau tiba2 Dia panggil kita pergi..xkisah la saya dulu, awak dlu atau dua2 skali..boleh ke kita gi heaven kalau Dia panggil kita skarang??kalau la Dia tanya apa yg saya dah buat dgn awk, pe saya nk jawab nanti..saya maluuuuuuuuuuu sgt kat Dia..

awak..lama saya fikir..saya fikir pasal kita..betul saya sayang awak..tapi, sampai bila kita nak camni??awak..saya dah fikir lama...lepas ni, kalau saya xmsj awk,xnk jumpa awk, xnak call awk, xnk vc, mms or wc,awak jgn salah faham tau..saya buat camtu sbb saya syg awk sgt2..awak..saya nak forever kat syurga dgn awak..dulu saya sedih sbb kita jauh..tapi skarang, saya bersyukur sangat..Tuhan sayang kita..kalau dekat, awak boleh agak kn pe kita buat nnti??

saya xtau camne nk gtau awk..saya nak jaga hati awk..tp awak sedar x sebenarnya saya dah kotorkan hati awak..saya suka goda awak dgn manja saya, dengan body saya..saya suka buat awak cair dgn saya..jahatnya saya..awak saya banyak dosa..awak nk ke terima org mcm saya jd wife awak??awak..saya nak bersihkan diri saya sebelum jadi yang halal buat awak..saya nak jadi the best wife..baru la awak xpandang orang lain dah..saya xnk susahkan awak dgn saya yg mcm ni..awak..saya nak jadi bidadari awak..bukan kat dunia je..tp kat heaven gak..saya nak jadi bidadari awak yg forever..

awak..saya tahu saya xbaik....banyak sangt kurang n xlayak nak tegur salah awak..tapi saya sayang awak..pe kita buat, bukan ada org tahu pn...sape lagi nak tegur awak kalau bukan saya??saya pn nak awak jadi suami yg boleh pimpin saya ke syurga..xnak ke??xkn la awak sayang saya utk hepi2 kat dunia ni je..awak xnk ke pilih saya jadi bidadari awak kt syurga nanti??awak..tolong la...saya xnk dah jumpa awak..tp mungkin saya lalai gak nanati..syaitan selalu ada dgn saya..suka je dia kalau saya keluar dgn awk, goda awak..awak..tolong la ingat kan saya gak bila saya lupa.tolong ek..saya lemah sangat..saya nak jadi kuat..kuat utk awak..untuk hidup dgn awak.

saya sayang awak..camne kalau tiba2 Dia panggil kita b4 kita sempat bertaubat..takutnye saya..awak xtakut ke??camne kita nak gi syurga??camne saya nak jadi bidadari awak??saya nak sangat cinta ni kerana Dia..tp dgn apa kita dah buat, layak ke kita letak nama Dia dlm cinta kita??malu sangat kat Dia..awak..saya nak berubah..utk diri saya gak, utk parents saya..tp, kalau saya berubah, awak still terima saya lagi kan??saya nak berubah pn sbb nak jadi the best utk awak..utk babies kita nanti..nak jadi mom yg the best..huhu. tinggi betul cita2 saya..saya pn nak kita jadi pasangan yg educated..nak sama2 berjaya..tp educated yg taat padaNya la..mesti bahagia kan..kita ingat Dia, Dia pun ingat kita,,so, boleh la Dia jaga kita nanti..

awak, kalau la saya pergi dulu,saya nak tunggu awak kt syurga tau..awak doakan la saya bia boleh masok syurga..saya nak jadi bidadari yg tunggu awak..n there, i'll be yours forever...tapi, kalau awak pergi dulu??ye..saya sedih..tp saya pun akan doakan awak..insyaAllah..nanti awak tunggu la saya kt syurga k??mesti ramai bidadari tunggu awak kat sana..tapi, simpan la 1 tempat untuk saya k??saya nak jadi bidadari awak..

awak..maaf kan saya kalau ape yg saya buat n gtau ni mengguris hati awak..saya buat camni sbb saya sayang awak..saya xtau camne nak gtau awak..sebab tu saya taip kt sini..maaf sebab saya post kat sini..bukan nak bukak kburukan sendiri..at least mereka yang baca ni boleh jadikan kisah ni sbgai panduan..ramai kt luar sana kapel n buat macam2..saya takot nak post kat awak..tapi saya harap awak tergerak hati nak baca ni k..awak..dah nak subuh la..kejap lagi mesti Dia panggil saya..ingat tau..SAYA SAYANG AWAK ETERNALLY N INFINITY.. n saya tunggu awak jemput saya sebagai yg halal utk awak nanti k..<3<3<3

update!!!

sy maw update blog..

tadaaaaa...UPDATED!

~tukar baru~

da lama maw tukar template blog ni.

tp xda jak masa!!!sibuk!!(sibuk tidur)

nnti la tukar bila ada masa.(after graduate)=.=' 

tu jak.

ok,sambung balik.

minggu sblum raya=minggu yg sangat100x sibuk. 

banyak keja maw buaaatttt!!!!!test pun b'lambak...!!

tp xpa,nnti tem raya xpyh bawa buku balik rumah.

pastu after raya baru b'gulin2 maw stdy blik.fuhh...~~~xsuka xsuka.

mari pengsan satu sem.+.+    

task b4 cuti 

lab report CHM301-experiment 3(khamis)

lab report BIO300-experiment 3,4,5(isnin)

projek report BIO310-water quality at Klias wetland.

projek CSC317-e-booking system,assigment 3 part b (selasa)

Test CHM301-isnin

Test CSC317-khamis

Test BIO310-jumaat

banyaknyaaaaaaa...!!!

oldo robot pun cannot do too many tasks.

ok,compare robot ngan human.apakah???

robot xda bljr suma bnda alah tu.

ok,tu jak.maw p(tidur) amik feel stdy suma2 tu.

~mood~

mood rojak.

happy,sedih,nervous,bingung,penat,stress!

=.='

xsabar maw abiskan stdy..

bukan.xsbar maw abiskn part 5 ni..maw cpt2 p part6.

part 5 pnya life la yg paling bikin mati.

subjek suma besa jak tp ntah la.

malas maw ckp.bikin mati.huuu..sy suka mengeluh.

ok.i will love my life.

will b stronger n stronger n stronger.

will never ever waste my precious time.

sedih bila t'igt masa xb'ulang..

I WILL BE THE BEST VERSION OF ME.

all i need is my family..

to b true,i dont wanna be here in uitm anymore..
the pressure's come continuously..
i just can't face this alone..
LUCKILY,
i still have my understanding family..
they are always there for me..
they'll come here tomorrow as i cry in the phone every nite mengadu itu ini ngan dorg..

i can't wait to finish my study here in Uitm Sabah.
ALL I NEED IS MY FAMILY..



p/s:have u ever think of suicidal? =.='

~b u s y w e ek~

minggu yg sgt3 busy.
maw kelip mata pun xsempat.(ok,hiperbola)
tp xpa,ni la student life.
bila lg kn maw stdy kalo bukan skrg.
nnti bley dpt keja bgus,bley kaC senana parents.good 4 future life.
BTUL KA NI SY XMENGELUH???
sbnrnya sy cba memotivasi kn diri<---btul ka p'kataan memotivasi tu?
but like i said before,hati sy sgt kebal,biasanya sgla motivasi akan ditepis dgn senang dan jaya.

apa sy merepek ni?better stop here.salam....










saya rindu mama sy.

~sy terseksa~

ok,title yg sangat3 dramatic.
tp sy memang t'seksa..
napa sem ni mcm ssah tul ar sy maw stdy?
xmcm sem2 sblum ni.
i thought dis sem will b easy 4 me but i'm totally wrong.
keja xhabis2.penat xabis2.pening xabis2.stress.xtenang.lemah.mari mati (~.~) fuh...
ok.ini bukannya masa utk mengeluh.(tp sy sgt suka mengeluh)
sy prlu kata2 smgt yg banyak.
tp mcm xda kesan jak suma motivasi 2.
saya sgt kebal emosi.
sy cuma taw mengeluh.huh...~~
sy sgt3 t'tekan..tlg sy..
bila stress sy akan menangis puas2.igt fmly,remember their way of laugh..
sy maw b'ada d sisi kluarga slma-lamanya.

p/s: sgt sdih dan tertekan bila xdpt tunaikan p'mntaan org sbb sndri ada mslh.Allah jak yg taw prsaan sy skrg..sy insan yang lemah..Ya Allah..ku mohon agar d berikan  kekuatan untuk melepasi semua dugaan-Mu..

~kenapa~especially for you~

currently listen 2 dis song from one of my member's blog...

sweet lagu ni.. n opkos 4 dis song,i dedicate it for my special one..jay.especially for you.luv u beyh.

lagu daus ni pla utk hiburan sndri..ngehehe...

best

catchy

santai.

frust

suma org happy dpt result gempak.

tp sy???!sy sedih.sy kecewa.sy hampa.

its true yg kita msti b'syukur ngan pa yg kita dpt.

ya,sy sgt2 b'syukur..tp sy taw sy bley bt lebih dr 2.

sy taw ini suma slah sy.sjak msuk U,sy suka stdy last minute.

sy bt assignment smbil lewa.

sy suka tangguh keja.

sy suka buang masa.

sy suka tidur.

sy malas.

dlu sy xmcm ni.

dlu sy rajin.

dlu sy suka stdy awal.

dlu sy sllu antar keja on time.kdg2 awal g sy da antar.

dlu sy sllu dpt extra mark.

dlu sy aktif b'sukan(utk kcrdasan minda)

dlu sy kuat.motivasi sy tinggi.

dlu self-esteem sy tinggi.

napa sy jd mcm ni?

napa sy jd malas?

bila t'igt blik tem bdak sklh..my achievements was very2 impressed.

got straight A's 4 my UPSR.

7A's in PMR.

6A's in SPM(frust menonggeng jgak tem ni)

wakil sklh,daerah,zon in netball compt.

wakil Negeri kawad kaki.

dpt anugerah TUNAS JAYA NEGERI tahun 2002.

Owh..sy rindu saat itu..

skrg sy sdah mula bngun semula.

sy sedar suma slh sy sblm ni.

nothing is too late.

sy xmaw byk men lg.

sy maw fokus b'abis.

sy maw abis-abisan pasni.

sy maw kaC naik lg pointer.

2 sem t'akhir ni sy maw dpt dekan.

pastu sy maw smbung degree.

sy akan pastikan tem degree nnti sy dpt dean list every sem.

sy xkn brnti b'usaha,b'doa dan b'tawakal.

When the sun is shining, I can do anything.no mountain is too high,no trouble too difficult to 

overcome..

SAKIT ATI!!

Okey...setelah sekian lama xupdate blog..this is the time.bkan xda masa.tp sy malas.sy sgt malas.byk aktiviti.cbuk.huhu..
jalan2...blik kg...tdur..makan..byk la kn aktiviti 2?
newey smlm sy cek result exam...say what!!!????sy sgt kecewa!!!!aaaaaaaaaaarrrrggghhh!!!
got only 3.48..!!!!napa uitm xkna sistem bundar???!!syukur la jga..alhamdulillah..(SAYA SAKIT HATI!!)
so utk mengurangkan rasa sakit ati..i just say 3.4 when othr ppl ask my result.sy malas la maw taip byk2.sy sakit ati.

~~cuti cuti cuti~~

Define cuti.the time where we spend our family going somewhere n do 

fun activities 2gether.do i really b'cuti?yes...but most of the time..NO.

there are only few days yg sy rsa btul2 sdg b'cuti..really hv nothing 2 do with dis sem break..

buring nokopio..!huhu~~

cuti sem ni byk d habiskn dgn memasang angan-angan dan hrpn kosong..oopss!shud say memasang impian dan cita2.oh..impian dan cita2 yg tinggi adalah prlu utk m'capai matlamat hdup yg lbih sempurna.(<---- everytime my mum mrh me sbb dduk pastu m'jd mat jenin...that is my answer)

btw,yesterday sy telah masuk kg b'sma parents,oso my lil bro utk mengisi kelapangan yg ada.sgt happy b'ada d sna..dlm suasana "real kg",msuk kebun amik sayur,nenas,ubi manis.best woo...!!rsa mcm dlm gem farmville.

n msa yg ku tunggu2 telah pun tiba...dgn sng ati nya my sppu2 n me b'mndi-manda d sungai yg airnya sejuk dan jernih.mcm bdak2 jumpa sungai.

(act mmg suma pun bdak2...me sorg jak yg da tua,yg len still bdak sklh g)

here are some of d photos...crdt 2 mama sbgai photographer tem 2..ngehehe..

mandi-manda..lalala~~

like i said..i'm d oldest among d children.ngehehehe

fuyooo...seksi nya c kawan..duyung@dugong?

d kebun...

We feel happy even though we r tired(ayat wajib dlm krgn b.i dolu2)..hahaha..

~things i really want~

lalalala..cuti plg boring d dunia..so utk mengisi keboringan ni..sy telah menghabiskan masa dgn b'angan2..dream of d things i really want..n here they r..

Nokia 5730XM..love d design..!

Hp mini 210 vivienne Tam edition..cute rite?

Sonic gear speaker..4 uumph sound~~

 Last but not least...nikon D90..4 memorable pictures..

naaaa...those things will be mine sooner or later..wawawa~~(kaC sedap ati jak)..tp will b'usaha la tuk dpt bnda2 tu..eeeeee maw3!kalo la those things tba2 ada sepan mata..whoa!

~found it..yeah..!~

hooorrreeeeyyy!!!! akhirnya my wallet yg da hlg bbrpa mggu da jmpa..credit 2 my luvly mum who found it under d bed..ngehehe..so no need 2 kusut masai kn fkrn utk p sna cni buat lesen baru,ic baru, n kad bank baru...wawawa~~lalala..so hepi so hepi..rasa mcm maw blnja suma org p mkn ni.naaaa...hahaha~~~

so pasni i promise myself not to b careless anymore.will tek k of my stuff(wah,btul ka ayat ku itu?) hentam ja la..yg pnting sy fhm pa yg sy mksudkn..hihi..naaaaa ni la ni.kalo da start typing,ssah da maw stop..so sblum pa2 jd..sblm krgn smkin pnjg,i better stop here.hua3..tq so much mama..tq3..

~so sorry~

i'm so sorry 4 what was happening 2day..i didn't mean 2 hurt u..u don't want u fkir yg bkan2. u know it too rite..?actually i'm happy 2 know that u're jealous, means that u still love me..^,^ please forgive me k?it was nothing..sy xmaw u get jeles utk bnda2 mcm 2..lek la b..xda la 2 suma..u r still my beb.. 

Dancing in the dark
Middle of the night
Taking your heart
Holding it tight

Emotional touch
Oh touching my skin
Asking you to do
What you've been doing
All over again

Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I've just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's you love
Just does something to me
Sends a shock right through me
Can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Better then I was
More then I am
All of that happened
By taking your hand

Who I am now
Is who I wanna be
Now that we're together
Stronger then ever
Happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
And if you ask me why I'll change
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love..

sori sbb bt beb slah fhm..wawawawawa~~~~xmaw lg gduh2 mcm dlu..

xmaw lg gduh2 sllu..kdg2 bley la..hihi xbha..jan la lg marah ar..please...i just being nice 2 other ppl..

don't misunderstand me.. u r my owez beb.. mmuuuaaXX! XoXo~~

~~I love U mum~~

sepa wanita cantik 2..?hahaha...ni la my luvly muvly mama..manis kn..huhu~~ so sempena hari ibu ni sy doakn mama sntiasa sihat,ceria, d pnjgkn umur d murahkan rezeki dan d jauhi dari sgla mslh.. tq 4 all of your support,caring,loving, n everythng..ooya tq gak sbb owez dgr my rungutan(paling ska merungut,coz d only girl),dgr ceta2 merepek dr anakmu ini.haha..i have a sweet song 4 my mum but unfortunately can't find d MV..sda cari sni sna..so i dedicate d lyric 1st la ar.. i know dat u oso know dis song.. Kasih Ibu by Burn AF1... SAYA SAYANG MAMA!mmmuaaaXX!

    
Ketika aku dibelai
Kasih sayang mu terindah
Kau tersenyum bila melihat diri ini

Kini ku telah dewasa
Kasih dirimu tak berbelah bagi
Hanya pada diriku

Seharum bunga indah
Pelukanmu itu sayang
Bak awan biru melindungiku

Hanyalah kasihmu
Yang aku perlu
Tiada duanya untuk kubandingkan darimu

Hanyalah kasihmu.... ohh ibu
Biarlah bersemadi dalam hati
Buat selamanya ohhhh


Kau ternilai bagi diri
Kesungguhanmu mendewasakanku
Andai semua berubah akhirnya
Sinarmu hilang selamanya

~kau yang bernama cinta~

AdaMaya...What a sweeeeet story..luv it luv it luv it..~~~huhu..d OST r oso very d romantic!Lisa surihani~~~my pebret actor.hoho so 4 my beb, i dedicate dis song just 4 U~

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku, tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta, kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia hingga aku terasa indah

Maafkan jika ku tidak sempurna, tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan dating merasa kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu, merindui dirimu, memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta, kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia hingga aku rasa indah

Urm...sblm potpetpotpet..i better stop here..huhu..continuing stdy 4 last paper...QMT~~

~our day~

yeeeepy...!!! actly 2morrow i got BIO paper..huuu~~so nervous but i've oredi cover all d topic..tgl maw bt last revision lg..tp jap.blogging lu..haha woke up at 5 a.m dis mrning..got only 3 hours of sleep..buat 2 bt ni kemas 2 kemas ni n finally siap mndi jam 7.30 a.m...tba2 t'ingin maw stdy d library..kalo d blik xtaw la stdy ka jga nma dia tu nnti..dgn katil,laptop,n mknn..xda da istilah stdy..huhu~~~so i went 2 d library at 8.15 sharp..skali smpai library lum bka..slma bbrpa thun d uitm ni,bru ari ni sy taw library bka jam 8.30..perrgh!!so isi msa t'luang dgn b'jln2 sekitar library smbil mengamati keindahan alam sekitar dgn rumput yg hijau,pohon2 yg rendang..dan laut yg t'bentang luas..ceh....plg jiwang.

Tup tap tup tap it's oredi 8.40..naaa t'lbih sda...without wasting any time, sy memulakan misi menelaah buku..11.15 a.m..got text from my beloved bebeh...it's mean that i have 2 go down n hv lunch 2gther wif him..^,^ b4 trun 2, singgah la atm mchine maw withdraw, damn it! 'The machine is Temporarily Out of Service'.Spya apa la 2 bgtu??dr pg lg mesin 2 gtu..There are some BSN ppl and 2 polices working on d machine.maw kaC msuk duit kali..xpyh la bha kasi msuk2 duit 2 lg.b'dri ja sna bg2 duit 2.hahaha~~


I texted my beb n suprisingly, he came 10minutes later.wow...!!sgt pnts!Then sma2 la tggu atm 2 bley gna..igtkn pas msuk duit 2 bley gna la trus.unfortunately..still xbley..kmi tggu maw dkt one hour da sna.bosan! (actually xla bosan mna coz my beb n i tggu d gazebo m'hdp laut...)hehehe smbil 2 dgr2 la ceta dr dia..I'm very interested 2 his stories..suma best2..ceta psl islamic discovery..I realized one thing..he is very2 good story teller..luasnya pengetahuan beb ku ini..

Kmi sempat amik some pics.(kami?sy jak la yg malar b'gmbr)..haha but gmbr 2 ada dlm hp jay..will upload them later..Stlh pnat menunggu n b'putus asa,kmi pun trun..nsib jay spend my lunch 2day..TQ b..^,^

Hmm..still hv sumthing 2 type but memandangkn azan maghrib sda agak lama b'kumandang, i hv 2 stop here.that's all la 4 now..bubye!

~~miss my childhood day..miss my family~~

;(...i'm watching a beautiful moon dis moment..n all of sudden, i remember my fmly..miss them very2 much.we owez stay at kaki 5 (beranda) 2 c a glowing moon n millions of sparkling stars during my childhood..i realize one thing.it's been a long time i didn't c stars..adakah sy yg jarang pandang ke langit or mmg xda bintang..?huuu~~i really2 hope that i could have such memorable days again in d future..

ni la my family...from left side is dadan,mama,omel,babah, n wawan..yg dduk d bwh 2 opkos la i...huhuhu d only girl in siblings..actly, i do want a lil sis but what can i do?lum ada rzki my mum said..i owez pray 4 miracle 2 happen..

~~Arabic Night~~

 

~mimi ngan jay~

~jay wif arabic members(tia,suzie, n hafiz)~

~kawan~

Recently listen 2 dis song...tba2 t'igt zmn sklh dlu2...nngis eh dgr lgu ni...dis is oso my mum's fav song..miss u mum..mmuuuaahh!!kalo xclap ari 2 bdak af8 ada perform lgu..ain.yups..ain..best dia bwak lgu ni..but d original singer(ruhil amani) is still d bestest(hoho)..cri2 d youtube...dis is what i got..feel it..





xjmpa da VC from d ori singer..may b coz dis is an old song...but its ok..i hv d mp3..huhu..