Friday, June 18, 2010

~kenapa~especially for you~


currently listen 2 dis song from one of my member's blog...
sweet lagu ni.. n opkos 4 dis song,i dedicate it for my special one..jay.especially for you.luv u beyh.

lagu daus ni pla utk hiburan sndri..ngehehe...
best
catchy
santai.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

frust

suma org happy dpt result gempak.
tp sy???!sy sedih.sy kecewa.sy hampa.
its true yg kita msti b'syukur ngan pa yg kita dpt.
ya,sy sgt2 b'syukur..tp sy taw sy bley bt lebih dr 2.
sy taw ini suma slah sy.sjak msuk U,sy suka stdy last minute.
sy bt assignment smbil lewa.
sy suka tangguh keja.
sy suka buang masa.
sy suka tidur.
sy malas.

dlu sy xmcm ni.
dlu sy rajin.
dlu sy suka stdy awal.
dlu sy sllu antar keja on time.kdg2 awal g sy da antar.
dlu sy sllu dpt extra mark.
dlu sy aktif b'sukan(utk kcrdasan minda)
dlu sy kuat.motivasi sy tinggi.
dlu self-esteem sy tinggi.

napa sy jd mcm ni?
napa sy jd malas?

bila t'igt blik tem bdak sklh..my achievements was very2 impressed.
got straight A's 4 my UPSR.
7A's in PMR.
6A's in SPM(frust menonggeng jgak tem ni)
wakil sklh,daerah,zon in netball compt.
wakil Negeri kawad kaki.
dpt anugerah TUNAS JAYA NEGERI tahun 2002.
Owh..sy rindu saat itu..

skrg sy sdah mula bngun semula.
sy sedar suma slh sy sblm ni.
nothing is too late.
sy xmaw byk men lg.
sy maw fokus b'abis.
sy maw abis-abisan pasni.
sy maw kaC naik lg pointer.
2 sem t'akhir ni sy maw dpt dekan.
pastu sy maw smbung degree.
sy akan pastikan tem degree nnti sy dpt dean list every sem.
sy xkn brnti b'usaha,b'doa dan b'tawakal.

When the sun is shining, I can do anything.no mountain is too high,no trouble too difficult to 

overcome..



Saturday, June 12, 2010

SAKIT ATI!!

Okey...setelah sekian lama xupdate blog..this is the time.bkan xda masa.tp sy malas.sy sgt malas.byk aktiviti.cbuk.huhu..
jalan2...blik kg...tdur..makan..byk la kn aktiviti 2?
newey smlm sy cek result exam...say what!!!????sy sgt kecewa!!!!aaaaaaaaaaarrrrggghhh!!!
got only 3.48..!!!!napa uitm xkna sistem bundar???!!syukur la jga..alhamdulillah..(SAYA SAKIT HATI!!)
so utk mengurangkan rasa sakit ati..i just say 3.4 when othr ppl ask my result.sy malas la maw taip byk2.sy sakit ati.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

~~cuti cuti cuti~~

Define cuti.the time where we spend our family going somewhere n do 
fun activities 2gether.do i really b'cuti?yes...but most of the time..NO.
there are only few days yg sy rsa btul2 sdg b'cuti..really hv nothing 2 do with dis sem break..
buring nokopio..!huhu~~
cuti sem ni byk d habiskn dgn memasang angan-angan dan hrpn kosong..oopss!shud say memasang impian dan cita2.oh..impian dan cita2 yg tinggi adalah prlu utk m'capai matlamat hdup yg lbih sempurna.(<---- everytime my mum mrh me sbb dduk pastu m'jd mat jenin...that is my answer)

btw,yesterday sy telah masuk kg b'sma parents,oso my lil bro utk mengisi kelapangan yg ada.sgt happy b'ada d sna..dlm suasana "real kg",msuk kebun amik sayur,nenas,ubi manis.best woo...!!rsa mcm dlm gem farmville.
n msa yg ku tunggu2 telah pun tiba...dgn sng ati nya my sppu2 n me b'mndi-manda d sungai yg airnya sejuk dan jernih.mcm bdak2 jumpa sungai.
(act mmg suma pun bdak2...me sorg jak yg da tua,yg len still bdak sklh g)

here are some of d photos...crdt 2 mama sbgai photographer tem 2..ngehehe..


mandi-manda..lalala~~
like i said..i'm d oldest among d children.ngehehehe
fuyooo...seksi nya c kawan..duyung@dugong?
d kebun...

We feel happy even though we r tired(ayat wajib dlm krgn b.i dolu2)..hahaha..

Monday, May 17, 2010

~things i really want~

lalalala..cuti plg boring d dunia..so utk mengisi keboringan ni..sy telah menghabiskan masa dgn b'angan2..dream of d things i really want..n here they r..
Nokia 5730XM..love d design..!

Hp mini 210 vivienne Tam edition..cute rite?

Sonic gear speaker..4 uumph sound~~
 Last but not least...nikon D90..4 memorable pictures..

naaaa...those things will be mine sooner or later..wawawa~~(kaC sedap ati jak)..tp will b'usaha la tuk dpt bnda2 tu..eeeeee maw3!kalo la those things tba2 ada sepan mata..whoa!

Monday, May 10, 2010

~found it..yeah..!~

hooorrreeeeyyy!!!! akhirnya my wallet yg da hlg bbrpa mggu da jmpa..credit 2 my luvly mum who found it under d bed..ngehehe..so no need 2 kusut masai kn fkrn utk p sna cni buat lesen baru,ic baru, n kad bank baru...wawawa~~lalala..so hepi so hepi..rasa mcm maw blnja suma org p mkn ni.naaaa...hahaha~~~

so pasni i promise myself not to b careless anymore.will tek k of my stuff(wah,btul ka ayat ku itu?) hentam ja la..yg pnting sy fhm pa yg sy mksudkn..hihi..naaaaa ni la ni.kalo da start typing,ssah da maw stop..so sblum pa2 jd..sblm krgn smkin pnjg,i better stop here.hua3..tq so much mama..tq3..

Sunday, May 9, 2010

~so sorry~

i'm so sorry 4 what was happening 2day..i didn't mean 2 hurt u..u don't want u fkir yg bkan2. u know it too rite..?actually i'm happy 2 know that u're jealous, means that u still love me..^,^ please forgive me k?it was nothing..sy xmaw u get jeles utk bnda2 mcm 2..lek la b..xda la 2 suma..u r still my beb.. 


Dancing in the dark
Middle of the night
Taking your heart
Holding it tight

Emotional touch
Oh touching my skin
Asking you to do
What you've been doing
All over again

Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I've just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's you love
Just does something to me
Sends a shock right through me
Can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Better then I was
More then I am
All of that happened
By taking your hand

Who I am now
Is who I wanna be
Now that we're together
Stronger then ever
Happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
And if you ask me why I'll change
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love..

sori sbb bt beb slah fhm..wawawawawa~~~~xmaw lg gduh2 mcm dlu..
xmaw lg gduh2 sllu..kdg2 bley la..hihi xbha..jan la lg marah ar..please...i just being nice 2 other ppl..
don't misunderstand me.. u r my owez beb.. mmuuuaaXX! XoXo~~